Hey, guys! I I’ve been gone for a few months because I started college back in August and it has been absolutely time consuming. I promise I’ll start posting again!
#celebratingdean | week 5: Deancest
Dean doesn’t like the other Dean. The other Dean—the demon—he did what he wanted, no matter what other people wanted or needed him to do or be. He looked out for himself first. He had fun and didn’t feel bad about it. He didn’t feel bad, period.
Dean doesn’t like the other Dean, because sometimes he envies him.
Hey, guys! I I’ve been gone for a few months because I started college back in August and it has been absolutely time consuming. I promise I’ll start posting again!
i moved into my dorm yesterday! so im officially a freshman in college and idk how to feel
“When I get home from a long day, it’s very relaxing to sit down and pluck a guitar and sing a little ditty, just kinda get lost.” - Jensen Ackles.
i’ve always had a really bad time with anxiety. i’ve had it since i was a child. ive been to countless amounts of therapy and i have been on many drugs. i’ve been in suicidal moods and i have had fits of mania. i’ve never really been ashamed to have anxiety, but i’m ashamed of what i have anxiety about. it’s common knowledge that anxiety is an illness that fixates itself on different fears depending on the person and these fears can change through time. i’m ashamed that my anxiety has fixated itself on my chronic illness. i’m constantly afraid when i’m out in public that i’ll have a flare up and i’ve been so consumed with worrying that i’ll have a flare up in class when i start college that i havent been able to be excited about school. i’ve just been scared. i cried three times yesterday at therapy because of this. i feel better after venting about it to my therapist, but i hope my anxiety shifts to a different aspect of my life because this is definitely a situation that i cannot control.
“Hey, do you remember when you were a toddler and you would always poop in the tub? It was like your own little snow globe-,”
“Dad!”
“Dean, did you know our little girl has boyfriend?”
“His name is Jack and I really like him, Daddy,”
“I thought I told you no dating until after you’re married,”
“Dean, she’s six. Let her have fun. You have your whole life to interfere with her love life.”
“I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything. Anything at all. We’re family now,”
“I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything. Anything at all. We’re family now,”
“Dean, did you know our little girl has boyfriend?”
“His name is Jack and I really like him, Daddy,”
“I thought I told you no dating until after you’re married,”
“Dean, she’s six. Let her have fun. You have your whole life to interfere with her love life.”
“Hey, do you remember when you were a toddler and you would always poop in the tub? It was like your own little snow globe-,”
“Dad!”
Jensen Ackles | August 8, 2017 [x]
“If you ever want to experiment with those handcuffs of yours, Detective Y/N, here’s my card,”
“You know, I’m kind of insulted you didn’t ask me first,”
“Dean!”
